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How u think about this statement

"Friend is beside you, but enermy is in front of u"

God always ask us to love people with is mention in bible. throught one sermon, i really felt that is true and which is the real world that we live in this day.

God ask us to love people, so gospel is a direct way to show the love for that person, not only spead the news but act as bible.

How we act in life is directly telling people how good jesus is. most of the time, we act so much in front of the people that we not really know, but we not really show as much like a bible in front of people that we close to.

example

How long ago, we score or angle our close friend he did wrong to us?
How long ago, we not encourage word to ur close friend?
How long ago, we felt our friend is unworthy and we are holy?
How long ago, our close friend score us due to ur mistake but we hamble to accept and learn?

Enermy doesn’t mean only the person wanted to kill u; Enermy also mean the person that u dont like, u not prefer, against u even christian.

So person close to u (wife as well) is the one u are most hate and hard to love, because u understand him/her and u wish him to change according to ur will. and remember God use different kind of people in his kingdom.

God Say you must pray for ur enermy.

All these are difficult but it is in real life, so pray to God as he is almighty.

That is one statement that i most like;

"when u felt alone that is the time for god is with u".

This is a mind set for every christian should have. when i hear this statement is really touch but is most difficult to pratice in such a way for every christian.

Every time i alone i will watch TV, internet, and sleep do nothing for prayer and reading word of god. i felt lonely and empty, because in my mindset the will of god or light must show in front of people, then only can call God’s people. when i’m alone i can be my self.

Finally i realise that this principle is totally wrong not the God principle but man principle. For what we do in front of people was awarded (i not say that is wrong), but for those who hidden them selve to do the God will will awarded in the future or heaven, which is pray, reading word of god is the basic i can do for god in hidden. (i not say this is 100% correct but must balance it).

So i force my self to reading bible and pray when i alone, i cant felt now, but i believe until that one day god will showing me he is with me when i alone.

As the time goes by, i realise that become a christian is not so easy. a lot of thing i must think carefully for what i talk and how i act. example, when we do a little bit wrong, non christian friend will said:" u are christian how can u do like that or do a wrong thing"; when we always Praise God, Thank God infront of people or tell about goodness of God, some christian will said:" so religious act or wanted to show off". at this kind of situation that the christian live, i think is not only me will face that also, most of christian will facing also.

i really thank god, he has showing me how to be his people. which i cant said this group of people totally wrong, because this kind of people is help u to think or matidate the truth of God, without this people i think you will live in the blu-blu christian world, i not the arguing with them what i can do is pray to God and ask him to forgive my fault or foolish, praise god the grace and truth review to me and forgive those dont understand the God.

Through this kind of situation will really help u a lot not to walk away from God.

19/08/2007, this is the first day that I come to

Japan

but this is a company provide all the expenses because the purpose is for training and with another 2 colleagues in

Singapore

. Before that I really waiting this day coming faster because I really like to see and experience other country culture this can open up my world.

Today take about 6 hours fright to Japan and I reach narita air port is 7 o’clock, once I came down from plane, I already know the people here don’t know speak English, anyway I fill up all the form and go to the counter to check out, Wau.. I totally can’t communicate with them, I use English, their use Japanese finally body language become our common language.

After go out buy bus ticket to one of the hotel in Tsuchiura city, spend about 2,500Yen, about RM 85 and take about 2 hours journey. At the beginning I thought because this is the air port sure expensive so I just paid for it.

When we reach the bus station and we take a taxi to hotel, another unexpected cost, once we go in to the taxi, the meter already show 660 Yen, about RM 20. Reach the hotel, we check in and go to our room to prepare go for lunch. During we looking for food we go in the other shop and supermarket, just wanted to look around (mean check the price), Finally, I realize all the place is same, all is expensive, their 100 Yen use like our RM 1 in Malaysia.

After brought some staff, we go to the Japanese restaurant, order 1 meal cost about 500 Yen which is almost same in

Malaysia

eat Japanese food. Is nice have local food lunch.

Next destination is electrical city which is sold all the camera, house appliance, note book and so on. We take train go over there and cost about 1110 Yen and about RM 35. In this city I still can use English to talk to people, quite a number of people is come from oversea. Basically this city is famous. We walk around the city, check the price and see the latest technology. Later we take a dinner and go back to hotel again.

This day is fantastic experience in

Japan

, can see difference culture however this is not a best, but I already satisfy.

When i see the christian brother and sister so happy when go to the church, they are very happy serving, listen to the sermon in the service and so on. I think they are the true christian of what jesus christ looking for. I also wanted to close to them, at least can get some happiness and encouragement. i like to talk to them, because is happy anyway and they are friendly as well.

I always like to start my conversation with chit chating about they life and what is going on in their life. Slowly i will asking about their opinion about christinity. when come to this part.. most of the people i talk to is really make me surprise.

1. They are going to church just because they are honour GOD so call

2. They are believe Jesus christ is only GOD and he die for our sin

3. They are believe because they are "Feel" they become christian is better choose other religion.

4. They are only serving God in the church.

5. church have a lot of activities, so is good.

Answer above look like Good enough to become christian. i also think like that a year ago, but after know more about God, i starting to change my mind set. all answer is correct and is Good but for me just a knowledge and follow the teaching of the church.

when i read the verse

John 4: 13 Jesus answered and said to her, “Whoever drinks of this water will thirst again, 14 but whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life.”

This verse is impress me most. i always think when what i have now is not given by God and what we actually need, but just using our eye to see and using our hand to touch, we will not satify when we get it and we will looking other thing to satify our desire; when we found all the thing we get cannot satify our need, then we will feel lonely at the end of the day.

I hope all of yours who agree with me for you are knowing what God really want and what is the thing God wanted you to ask for…

May god be with u.

i have this kind of experience when i read the bible i will fall in sleep. really cannot read the bible at all. why? i always ask myself. slowly slowly i not read at all…

why ah…. i always thought i not holy enough, i not love God enough, i not doing this or that enough… however i do all good thing until the end i still fall in sleep when i read bible.

thank God for showing me something, just share with yours. when we read the bible, we always just read the story, but feel the story not related with us.. so we will fall in sleep. How do we read the bible? is knowing "Sin", and all this sin is in us, dont think i dont have this sin for example :" dont worship idol". in our concept worship idol is put one idol infront of us and we talk and sing to the idol. this concept is right but not only like that, the idol is mean the thing we love, is it the thing we love more than God?

So, when we read bible actually everything is talk to ourself, all the sin is point to ourself. if u can realise the sin is point to ourself then you will start to wanted to know what God is actually angry with us if we not put him at our first priority, then you will feel bible is really true, bible is really come from God, and speak to you., then you will not feel bore reading bible, because that is not one way communication.

Most of the time, as a christian we been teach by pastor listen to God, but do we really able to listen to God voice??? where the voice come from?? how we know that is the God voice.

All these questions, we should know before we talk about we heard the voice come from God. Sometime, the voice can be evil..

As a beginner, we are hard to listen to voice of God, so we should listen to pastor and leader advices because what we go throught, they may go throught before, Remember dont think you are the only one facing this kind of thought, you are clever but they are not stupid. Read bible everyday to receive the peace in your heart not receive physical blessing. Must ask the peace of jesus first, before u ask anything else if not difficult for us to understand God word.

Serve the lord in the church. in this period must try ur best to serve willingly, just obey the church regulation and believe what the pastor message trying to bring out. Dont judge first what is actually according to bible, just learn believe, Obey, listen, honour and serve the church, because the wisdom is start when u have these characters. This elements must put at your first piority rather then your know what is wrong, what is right.

Slowly, when u understand the concept of bible, then u will understand the bible what actually wanted to tell you. with ur sensitive heart u will showly heard the voice from the heaven. then now you can judge which one is wrong which one is right

Is really take time. must be patient to pray and listen to God. if not u will more worse when u not believe.

I always telling my friend around me:" you must accept the fact". because life is so real, something we using our smallest mind to explain the thing happen around us, buddist will teaching this way, because that is one of the belief system they have.

Most of the people will solve the problem when something is happen on people around him, then they will starting to think they are the people who so wisdom, so peaceful, so mature and can solve all the problem when its happen, but the fact is they are the people do not know limitation of human. This kind of people will easily fall when the storm come.

I always tell my friend we are human we not a God, we have a limitation and we are not perfect, we cant handle problem when happen in us. This is the fact we must accept and we cant aspect everything is in our control, but most of the people will still believe they can handle everything. anyway i be this kind of person before i know they will not listen, only the mistake they are make then he/she will realise we still a human.